As I ascend (or descend) into blogesphere
A friend of mine, Croaker, started a blog a couple months ago.
I called blogging egocentric.
I called blogging self-indulgent.
I declared that blogging was an unhealthy escape from reality.
Yet, here I am.
I have a confession. I have secretly been reading blogs. I can't figure out why I would enjoy engaging in such a frivolous exercise. Maybe it's the same reason I secretly watch Jerry Springer and Dogg the Bounty Hunter when I'm alone. Maybe it's the same part of me that puts on a skimpy leather outfit and a leather mask once a month and becomes the very submissive "BUNNY" and goes to dark and scary, yet exciting and deliciously stimulating, underground clubs with my "MASTER." Maybe its the bored part of me, the part that spends the day with a group of straight-laced largely uninteresting and unstimulating attorneys. Maybe I'm just rebelling. Maybe I'm just looking for a creative outlet or an escape. Maybe I'm just self-absorbed and overly-indulgent too!
But here I am.
I think what honestly draws me to this "medium" is the combination of the anonymity mixed with the intimacy. I think we all yearn to share ourselves with others, but its hard to share our "true selves" in this world.
I am a single mother
I am a law student
I work at the Commonwealth Attorney's Office
I am sexually a submissive (named Bunny)
I am independent
I am sometimes lonely and scared
I am very kinky
I am very intellectual
I am a very good friend
I party a little too much sometimes
I am an overachiever at school
I am a terrible housewife
I am me.
I hope all of these parts can come out in this blog. Enjoy the read!
I called blogging egocentric.
I called blogging self-indulgent.
I declared that blogging was an unhealthy escape from reality.
Yet, here I am.
I have a confession. I have secretly been reading blogs. I can't figure out why I would enjoy engaging in such a frivolous exercise. Maybe it's the same reason I secretly watch Jerry Springer and Dogg the Bounty Hunter when I'm alone. Maybe it's the same part of me that puts on a skimpy leather outfit and a leather mask once a month and becomes the very submissive "BUNNY" and goes to dark and scary, yet exciting and deliciously stimulating, underground clubs with my "MASTER." Maybe its the bored part of me, the part that spends the day with a group of straight-laced largely uninteresting and unstimulating attorneys. Maybe I'm just rebelling. Maybe I'm just looking for a creative outlet or an escape. Maybe I'm just self-absorbed and overly-indulgent too!
But here I am.
I think what honestly draws me to this "medium" is the combination of the anonymity mixed with the intimacy. I think we all yearn to share ourselves with others, but its hard to share our "true selves" in this world.
I am a single mother
I am a law student
I work at the Commonwealth Attorney's Office
I am sexually a submissive (named Bunny)
I am independent
I am sometimes lonely and scared
I am very kinky
I am very intellectual
I am a very good friend
I party a little too much sometimes
I am an overachiever at school
I am a terrible housewife
I am me.
I hope all of these parts can come out in this blog. Enjoy the read!


1 Comments:
At Monday, August 22, 2005,
Anonymous said…
I love blogging, it's such a rush.
To be able to say what you want and have people tell you they like it is such a rush !
BTW, I found your blog via a mutual friend, fella by the name of Croaker.
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