Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Quietly Suffocating

My best friend's ex-husband left off their daughter with her after a long weekend spent at his place. As he walked in the door he thrusted a sealed tupperware container at his ex-wife, and grumbled:

"I don't know what the fuck is wrong with these fish."


People in my life keep asking what is wrong with me

And I won't answer

Because my problems are as obvious as the fish rapidly dieing in the oxygen-deprived environment of a tupperware container.

I spend my days:

Gasping for breath
Begging and pleading for some kind soul to come to me...
And carefully remove that lid.
But still I sit here.

ALONE

IN QUIET DESPERATION

SUFFOCATING.

5 Comments:

  • At Wednesday, November 29, 2006, Blogger little things said…

    OH no! I thought you'd met someone interesting....and were experimenting with a new line of employment?

     
  • At Tuesday, December 05, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    We are here, you are not alone.

     
  • At Tuesday, December 12, 2006, Blogger piu piu said…

    what happened to the dancer? dont despair, sounds like u still have some life left in the old dog eh! x

     
  • At Monday, January 01, 2007, Blogger A. Xoe said…

    Suffocating... I know what this tastes like. I know what this smells like. I know what it sounds like, looks like, & feels like... It hurts.

    We all need a little help in this world from time to time; don't be afraid to ask for it.

     
  • At Wednesday, May 02, 2007, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Is it wrong that this post made me laugh sad tears of joy... wow, to meet someone else who understands what it is like to be dying in tupper ware and yet others continue to ask if you are okay...can't they see you aren't?Wishing you better days...

     

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