Hot and wet for jerks

I came to a realization last night.

I was out to dinner with a gentleman last night.

He was intelligent, polite, well-versed,
He was interesting, entertaining, easy to talk to.

And all I could think was:

I know this guy could NEVER make me scream.
I know this guy could never make me cum.
I know this guy would never bound me, gag me, make me beg to fuck him.
I know this guy would never make me SCREAM his name.
I know this guy would never make me BEG to FUCK ME HARD.

The realization is setting in:

My fundamental problem with dating is:

THE WRONG TYPE OF MEN TURN ME ON.

I like cocky men.
I like dominant men.
I like men that appear unobtainable.
I like men who will tie me up, spank my ass...HARD..too HARD.
I like men who make me beg
I like men who DON'T return my calls.
I like jerks.

I actually had plans with one such man tonight.

Guess what, he cancelled, with some bull-shit excuse (typical).

So, I'm going out with guy from last night again.

This guy is some kind of engineer.
Hopefully he can re-wire my brain so that I have hopes of having a normal love-life some time in the future.