Sexual Identity
"I'm thinking of you." I text
"You better be." She replies
"I hope you are too." I reply
"Of course. I have been talking about you all night." She responds.
Then it hit me.
I'M FALLING FOR A WOMAN.
"It make sense," says Todd, "With all the bad experiences you had from your a childhood, you probably are a lesbian."
"Remember," says my best friend, "you really aren't into women."
Am I a lesbian?
Am I into women?
All I know is this:
I LIKE THIS GIRL
SHE MAKES ME SMILE
SHE MAKES ME THINK
SHE TURNS ME ON
SHE MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE
And I would like to believe that that does not change who I am as a person, or define me in a new way
But if it does, so be it.
"You better be." She replies
"I hope you are too." I reply
"Of course. I have been talking about you all night." She responds.
Then it hit me.
I'M FALLING FOR A WOMAN.
"It make sense," says Todd, "With all the bad experiences you had from your a childhood, you probably are a lesbian."
"Remember," says my best friend, "you really aren't into women."
Am I a lesbian?
Am I into women?
All I know is this:
I LIKE THIS GIRL
SHE MAKES ME SMILE
SHE MAKES ME THINK
SHE TURNS ME ON
SHE MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE
And I would like to believe that that does not change who I am as a person, or define me in a new way
But if it does, so be it.


2 Comments:
At Friday, November 17, 2006,
Pause said…
I think you should go with it. She treats you right and that is good for you!
At Sunday, November 19, 2006,
Whine Girl said…
You have to do what you have to do... that makes you happy. Whatever it is. Maybe you're experimenting. Maybe this is just 'you'. Whatever it is... go with what feels right.
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